I have been debating whether or not to write about this on the blog but I decided it is something that has happened, so why not. I was in the ER this past Sunday because I had another miscarriage. It has been almost 3 years since the last one. I was not very far along and we were going to wait to announce the pregnancy until after the 1st trimester. For some reason I feel really embarrassed about talking about it, like it was my fault, or somehow I have failed. I know part of it might be my age. I am not getting any younger! We would really like to have one more, but it might not be happening. I am feeling a lot better than I was a few days ago, so that is a positive thing. Anyway, that is all.
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Oh Allison, I'm so sorry you are going through this! Miscarriages are awful and I'm sure you are having a whole host of feelings right now. I wIsh there was something I could say to make it better. Hang in there! Hugs!
I know exactly how you feel. It took us what felt like forever to get pregnant... only to lose the first couple successes early on. I was really starting to feel like a failure... like it was all my fault. I started critizing myself for waiting so long and thought that I'd sabotaged myself by doing so. I was beginning to feel extremely depressed and worried that my husband wouldn't love me anymore. Just a host of feelings that nobody could understand unless they'd gone through it themselves. I still really worry about this baby. After having a rough start of it, it almost seems too good to be true. I guess I'm saying I know how you feel. I wish you guys the best... just keep trying. It's all you can do :)
Hang in there Allison and know that it is NOT your fault. That has got to be one of the worst things to deal with. I'm really sorry!
I'm so sorry Allison! I can only imagine what you are going through. Feel better!
Thank you, everyone! I really appreciate your sweet comments. xo
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